christiansister

I am a 45 year old mother of 6. I love to write. I have written many things over the years but have stuffed pieces in various places and lost them. I have been writing since I was 12. But, I got married at 16 and started a family at 17. Writing was a secret jewel placed on the shelf. Too many things to get done. 

I have lived through many, many, turbulent and devastating times. I have had more than my share of abuse, even since childhood. But, a good woman cannot be held down. God has always and I trust will always be my shield and protector.

All the misery I have seen in my life has proved to make me strong and true. I have no illusions that I am perfect, and am sure that in this life I never will be. But, I do try to be a little more perfect everyday. Some days I succeed, some days I do not.

I have done many things in my life that were not good. But, I realize the power Jesus' blood has on my spirit. And the sins of my past are just that. They are past. I live according to the words of Jesus, not the traditions or doctrines of Christianity.

I work hard to keep this life from stealing my heart and my soul. Sometimes it is very difficult because of all the ugly and unjust things I see.  And how easily people just follow along and are unwilling to see or voice their disgust even when they do see.

Sometimes my flesh trembles and threatens to enslave me. But, my heart is strong and true and relies on my Abba Father to make me a light in this world.

I strive to be trustworthy, honest, compassionate, and reliable.

I love the people of this world, and my heart is very distraught over all I see going on. But, my spirit is confident that the words that Jesus spoke are true and I stake my soul on them. 

I do not follow traditional "Christian" views or ideals. I follow only the words of my Big Brother and Lord, Jesus.

Doing this, I am convinced that He will plead my case to the Father when the time comes. And I will be kept strong in the face of adversity.